LOL what the heck..what have i done?stupid stupid stupid decision..haisssss..things are getting worse huh?i really think so..HAHAHAHAHAHA~!! =.=
why is it that girls like to make sacrifices so much?they are always willing to give up for others..thats 1 BIG difference from guys..guys will never give up without a fight(usually).at least i dont always give up without 1..bah bah..talking crap liao..hur hur..
SUDDENLY!! i got nothing to say..LOL!! i stop here for 15mins liao..OMG i stopped even longer..cause nian sent me a conversation he had with sujun..he crap alot alot alot sia..make me read so long also..wah lao..now get back to this..what to write?!funny funny..maybe i shouldnt even have created this blog..LOL..i thought a blog is to say out your feelings?i dont even know how i feeling now!!aiya..who cares..nian crap alot nowadays..dont know what the heck is wrong with him..in school quiet quiet..like half dead..msn can crap till morning..even when you never reply..LOL..but its a good way to express oneself bah..he has the essential thing i dont have..i need to find out a way to express out my feelings before i go mad..wah lao..kena influenced liao? maybe nian is right..he really is a influential speaker..something like that..lol..but he influenced me in another way..haha secret secret =D

okay..now back to the serious part....................................................

i've been thinking for some time..im such an unstable guy..my character changes like the rate of snow in my blog..so unpredictable..some may think that unpredictable = adventurous? fun? excitment? it is deadly to me..hais..but thats me..its already a part of me..no matter how many times or how much i change, this will still remain..yes yes..ppl say changes are crucial in lives..what about abundant amount of changes?will it still be beneficial to life?i really doubt so..its true that i can recover from feelings quickly..that may be 1 advantage..but in the end there is still more disadvantages..it changes so quickly till i cant even catch up..